Hello. How are you guys? I’m okay, but bit scared as I write blog.

I grew up as kid. Who knew nothing about being teenager or adult. My family not just my parents. I mean everyone would think of me as just kid.

When I was about 13, I believe. I started my menstruation. I didnt know what was happening to me. I was scared to tell my mom. One full day I hide from her. The next day I could control my stomach. It was painful. My mom and sisters were laughing at me. And still their didnt tell me what was happening to me. Just told me to use pad. That’s it..

As I went to night school. I would see more then I knew. A lot things for shocking for me. My family never tell me. I saw girl kissing, hold hands or hugging boys. Their used to be classes for adult education. I used get paper to get sing. I would not know what was for it. My dad never signed it. So I would go play in gym or outdoors games.

When I used to go indian party with my family. Guys would flirt with me. Sometime I go tell my sisters, after that my sisters and mom kept eyes on me and made me sit still. I couldn’t dance, if I need to go eat or restroom their would go with me. Now I think it’s funny.

Will continue….

Hi. I’m new blog. I hope this will help me lower my feelings. Help me open up my true self. I dont expect understanding or sympathy from anyone. But hope to unload myslef.

I want begin with introducing myself. Sorry I wont tell you true information but will be using false name.

My name is mindy chanhun. I’m an indian. My age is 33 years old. I’m married for pass 13 years. I have 3 kids, 2 beautiful daughters and 1 husband son. I live with them in USA, CA. I have been living in CA for pass 22 years. I come to America when I was about to turn 13 years old. I belong in big family. Where my grandmother had 7 son and 4 daughters. As family grows. I’m not the person who say family together. Always saw fights, beating up women, lies, planning game and pretending to care for each other. Actually same thing now and their kids continuing the family game.

This for now. Will continue slowly.

Thank you for your time all.